That gonna be hard to me i really do not think i could be so proud again; since that i do think so, it means indeed the whole thing had changed and won't be easy to get it back as you know, i wasn't a person who would say something like this; but now i am just doing so sorry i just don't trust myself if i was felt like a kind of lacking self-confidence, i'm totally self-abased now.
you're right but it's not feel like a challenge, or difficulty, not so much as ... dunno it feel like a fact i had lost pride and i cannot get any idea about when or how it just happened
studying really do not bother me so much; well that is a bad habit, which and run you down, but at least i can tell what it is
Whatever you read or not, I think you have the motive to read them. It is sure the evidence that you are better than me. Not to convince me to read the old things. I have no interest and no motivation. Maybe I prefer to sleep or go shopping. ☺ How terrible am I? But, to be a student who major in literature, do I have the choice? What a ridiculous world!
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趕快把鬃毛和尾巴長出來!
我原本只是想休息一下，儘管我之前不太認真，但是我原先的打算應該是一小點文字，最後竟然變成去看沒字幕的Jonas。這種影集是有沒有這麼好笑這麼治癒。
That gonna be hard to me
i really do not think i could be so proud again; since that i do think so, it means indeed the whole thing had changed and won't be easy to get it back
as you know, i wasn't a person who would say something like this; but now i am just doing so
sorry
i just don't trust myself
if i was felt like a kind of lacking self-confidence, i'm totally self-abased now.
你要逼自己重新站起來。
那課文叫什麼來著的? 天將大人於是人也，必先苦其心志 勞其筋骨 餓其體膚 痛乏其身。
金字塔頂端的人沒有一個是永遠快快樂樂輕輕鬆鬆起來的。我跟你說這些，是因為我知道你有那種人的特性，剛認識你的時候。
那種感覺還是找得回來的。我繞了一大圈，又回到原點了。遊戲規則只有自己知道。
自信心是自己賦予的，不是靠別人證實的。
大的金字塔是由成千上萬個小金字塔組成了。
無知也是一種幸福，因為他們騙得過自己。
我這陣子會很忙，雅鈞或許會是個好選擇。(有急事:skype)
詩雅不是和你同個學校嗎?
活著，要很勇敢，很勇敢。
蛤(？)我在這裡的同時我偷懶了
其實不想段考完，想到段考後撲過來的事情們我就心寒☹
嗯好吧我不知道self-abased是什麼意思
自從決定讓自己每天都過的很快樂時，某方面而言放棄痛苦的權利。
或許太放鬆很糟糕，但是每天還是為了沒營養的事情笑到小腹不見了
我愛上一個人一件事還有我自己
能看到幸福的煙且吸進去，是過去的我做不到(沒勇氣)的事情♥
就此課業一落千丈，靠著國中本在吃我知道
沒有目標只知道從沒想過去外縣市讀書
噢所以我也算失去自信嗎
但是高二比高一多了些獨特性，雖然我一直希望自己是最平庸責任最少的那個人
後來才發現，我的自信在於領導、負責、指使
在明星高中一開始就貶低自己的我，沒有野心沒有行動力，後來想想，過去的自己是否是個充滿幹勁的人呢？
一類組讓我很快樂
或許我需要抓到那個平衡的點點
我活著就是個奇蹟
我讀這個學校就是個奇蹟
最能勉勵以及說服我的人，就是過去的自己吧(就如同翻過去的課本)(裡面的筆記多到我想哭)
whatever,讓生活充滿趣味跟驚奇
一落千丈的課業能到班上的一半剛剛好
考上那什麼勞子的NTU什麼科系都好(反正我要的是學校資源而不是科系)(做什麼工作又不知道)
其他部分高中愛怎麼玩怎麼睡怎麼聊天怎麼聽小野麗莎我不在乎
這是我目前的小目標
其實我很好奇，從以前到現在，我一直覺得妳很聰明，懂得東西永遠比我多(各國歷史、世界名著、經典人物)，也表達妳覺得課本內容簡單樸實(說實在的我覺得挺難的)，更能在短時間內背誦或是貫通。可是......妳知道的，遇上考試或是什麼云云，會比預想的落一截。
這是我一直好奇的點
到底是為什麼呢
說實在的，妳的成就應該比我高的
妳可以更顯眼(？)我覺得妳有能力
you're right
but it's not feel like a challenge, or difficulty, not so much as ... dunno
it feel like a fact
i had lost pride
and i cannot get any idea about when or how
it just happened
studying really do not bother me so much; well that is a bad habit, which and run you down, but at least i can tell what it is
其實從以前到現在都是這樣，我並沒有甚麼顯著的作為，我從來沒有證據可以證明自己甚麼，一些可以說服所有人的證據
但是以前的我還是....
i cannot undersand what is the problem with me
or it is not a problem
or it just.... it just meant to be happene
某天你醒來，發現你還記得自己曾經是獅子，卻一點也想不起來奔馳在草原是甚麼感覺
strange
however
you're right
anyway i have to do something and i won't jist stand here.
without motivation
actually it is not so had as it sound
just have no idea what is about to happen
不過至少我確定我並不想這樣下去
有比沒有強
另外調兄
這也是困擾我很久的問題，大概是因為我瞧不起自己的粗心大意和不拘小節(前者無意後者蓄意) 所以我一點也不覺得有甚麼好難的，我是說，定義的問題，只要我能理解，大概輪廓就好，我就不會嫌難
其實我也不懂
前陣子同樣瞧得起我的同學說她並不看甚麼、世界經典之類的，後來唱了幾個名字之後我就理解到，我也是啊
搞得好像甚麼都看過一樣其實我甚麼都沒看過
後來她終於開翹了問我"那妳到底看過甚麼"
我一臉困擾(雖然我被她逗笑了):"對 我到底看過甚麼?"
and good luck mate
別讓我的事情讓你煩心，你還有很多事要忙嘛。看在你相信我某些部分的份上，我會沒事的，況且其實現在也不是真的糟糕
只是你叮嚀我的方式讓我想起一些撒嬌的小孩
別讓我的事情煩到你，真的
Whatever you read or not, I think you have the motive to read them.
It is sure the evidence that you are better than me.
Not to convince me to read the old things.
I have no interest and no motivation.
Maybe I prefer to sleep or go shopping. ☺
How terrible am I?
But, to be a student who major in literature, do I have the choice?
What a ridiculous world!
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